If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the sun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is aching
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed

last post promise... hate the movie, but that's how im sorta feelin right now...

soo... been a good week overall... band was really good... we have the whole show set which is awesome and ive almost got all the music memorized...  gotta irish flute for my bday which im excited about and an ipod which i love... bought some artsy stuff that im bouta test out... uhmm... yesterday nora came over and we went to applebees to find a surprise bday party waiting... was really cool... then went to aarons and swam... was soo much fun... then today me and nora went to some thing at her church that we missed kinda... we got there in time for food... and that was yummy... then we went to the mall and saw some people from school and talked... then we came home and went to aarons and swam some more... then drew picked me up and we went to dinner... eventually... we drove around for a while... and he gave me the prettiest necklace and earrings... so all in all i hadda awesome 16th bday thanks to some really awesome people... and i suppose thats enough and im tired soo ttyl...

alwayss

and now it seems my hopes and dreams are dangling on a thread between being a reality or only just a memory but memories fade and threads break and maybe i was right to think that good things like this just werent meant for me. if only life had no strings attatched and memories lived on and hopes and dreams and all good things lasted long after we're gone.

sorry for sounding all emo but...

one more week!!!

alwayss